i know now my PC has officially gone bersek. i am currently typing this post on my father’s old laptop, window 98. bloody hell… okay, about my pc, i have no idea why it always disconnects me from the internet and it caused the post that i typed to be gone. and also, i wasnt able to view photobucket using the pc. now i can and it is not the server’s fault, it is the bloody comp’s fault. so i guess i have to format the pc again.

anyway, i heard it on the news already and so it is official that o levels result will be out on 10 feb. actually, the news didnt really say the release day in a direct way. it first talked about the JAE online and then said that the registeration starts on friday after we received the results. so it means it is less than 4 days away.

i am starting to imagine the worst case scenario like i get really bad results and all those shit that are bad for health. but i shouldn’t freak out now and should enjoy the last days of my life before hell comes, if it really comes… so i planned to freak out on thursday night like maybe throw up, not able to sleep and turn up looking like a zombie the next afternoon in school. seriously, i almost threw up before the s.s. paper and geog paper. nervousness and heart pumping like crap caused it, but i managed to keep it down and look fine(altho i wasn’t).

okay so when i went online, felicia popped me an IM and she was freaking out like friday i die leh. so i had to calm her down telling her not to freak out and relax and enjoy. dont waste time freaking out now, no point cause it is still 4 days away. ha, how optimistic, so unlike me.