trust me, this short post has really to do with the title. i just got a deep gash from swimming. yes, you saw it right. swimming. it is kinda complicated to describe it. initially it felt like some superficial wound like blue black so i continued swimming without even looking at my leg. when i stopped at the shallower end of the pool and take a look at my leg. FUCK, it was fucking disgusting. my skin split and i could see my flesh. so i quickly got out of the pool and the opening began to bleed. the life guard offered to bandage the wound for me. while he was cleaning my wound, i nearly puke at the sight of it. kan na sai. that’s so suay man. RAH!

i just wanna say how fucking fustrated i am since the injury has already ruin my plans for the week, except for wed. i am really worried i have to get stitches and now i am just waiting for my family clinic to be open to seek medication and help. kns kns kns.

no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please
no stitches needed please

michelle’s mom said if the wound has stopped bleeding=no stitches. goodness, i hope it is really the case.

i realised that i have been spending a lot ever since i came back from the perth fieldtrip last year june. i think the cause of all these is that i shopped way too much when i was there. it somehow became part of my habit. wow, that’s fast for just one week. i want partically everything that i like. things like dunks, wallets, handphone, shorts are on my list and it goes on and is still counting.

this phenomenon that is happening to me is really horrifying. i’ve been burning holes in my wallet and it is nearly reduced to ashes. luckily my main bank account’s bank book is well kept in my mother’s drawer otherwise, i wouldnt have second thoughts of withdrawing cash from it and spurge if it was with me. then years of saving would jolly well be spent on material things. i cant imagine that because if that really happens, i will serious regret my actions and bang myself on the head against the wall.

another thing to do with money is that i have been hooked on to pool recently. it is quite an expensive hobby i wish i could stop. damn, that’s not the only expensive hobby i realised i have. my comic collection had caused me a bomb over the years. kns i know for sure i can’t possibly stop my comic collection but surely i can put a stop to pool. maybe just play once in a while and that will do?

so, i cooked up a plan; exercise regularly to i can keep my mind focus on losing weight and stop the thoughts of shopping. haha! hopefully it works. that might stop me from popping by town so frequently and do window shopping and get my heart set on something i like very much. nope, it must not happen again this upcoming month. RAH.

anyway, i am going for a swim now so ciao!

post script: WOO! my computer has fixed itself. seriously, i left it there for weeks to recuperate and yea! it worked. i can even load photobucket and dictionary DOT com. hehe ((: