I swear to god that I just had this worst nightmare ever. It is fucking freaky and it makes my hair stand on ends.

I went to bed at around 1.30AM which is like an hour plus ago but it feels like I’ve been asleep for hours. The dream started with me, having this feeling like someone was sitting on me and there was a very coarse voice talking to me. I can’t remember what the voice said though. Then I started to hear my own breathing, I can’t move, like my body was numb (like ants crawling in you) not because I was pinned down, I think so… It felt so REAL, so real… Then I woke up. Went back to sleep again, sleeping on my left arm. Then it happened again. I felt like I was turned upside down or what not. Then suddenly it stopped and I felt like I was being pushed off my bed with this monster-like-made noise beside me like GRRRRRRR (okay this is not funny because it sounded really disturbing in my dreams). I felt my body was numb again. And in my thoughts, I was like No, this is not real, you are not falling off your bed, this is a dream. Afterwhich, I started to feel my fingers moving again from the numbness and I woke up, still on my bed. Not able to drift back to sleep again, I am here blogging. Fucking shit…

I seriously have no idea what the heck was that dream suppose to mean. Or maybe it wasn’t a dream? Because it felt so omfg real. Argh, I don’t know man. Okay, choy, it is just a dream, a dreammmmmmmmm. *Takes a deep breath* And now I don’t think I’ll be able to get back to sleep unless, maybe with the lights on.

Fucking unearthly hour… Pardon my incoherent thoughts, I am pretty much freaked out.